My boyfriend of six months broke up with me last Monday. Everyone keeps telling me he's going to change his mind especially when he sees me next week, but I don't know if I want him to. I think I might be done. I'm sick of reminding people of my existence because apparently it's super easy to forget about me. He broke up with me because he wants time to himself to work through whatever shit is going on his mind. He told me not to wait for me, and originally I was going to wait for him, but now I don't know. I don't know if I want to be with someone who breaks up with me after every other fight and changes his mind right after he breaks up with me. Maybe it's time to move on. Maybe it's time to find someone else that is actually going to want to spend time with me, instead having the same fight with the same person over and over. He said he loved me a little over a month ago, but honestly, I don't think he does. He told me while he was breaking up with me that he still loved me, but then why would he break up with me. If he actually loved me, he wouldn't pull all this stupid bullshit he keeps doing, and then blame it on me and say I'm the one being crazy. He also told me I can't talk to him until I get back home, but that's also bullshit. Why does he get to choose when I talk to him, and when I don't get to talk to him? He's been doing that our entire relationship, and I think it's my turn to just tell him I'm done. I can't take any of this anymore, and I'm moving on.
